Friday, November 5, 2010

So much running through my head right now. I wonder why I am in school and why I continue to pursue a career I'm so uncertain about.

To tell the truth, I love photography. I really enjoy every minute of it. I love to take pictures, but mostly I just love to make people look and feel beautiful. It brings me so much joy to see people happy with the photos I took. It's an amazing feeling. Another thing about photography is that it is one of the few things I've not given up on. I know I'm not the best, but I can also see that I've improved. I guess it must be the visual journey that I can see. I can tell how far I've come just by flipping back a few months in my photo albums. It's truly amazing. I wish I had more time and money, and I won't say I'm not a tad bit jealous of those who do, but I hope to continue working on this and taking this lifelong project to bigger, better and higher levels. I've never been this passionate about any other hobby or activity, and I think that's what really makes for a career I would love. I would do this for free, and that makes me even more inclined to make it my vocation.

BUT, I'm still in school trying to be a teacher. Yep. Pretty cool.