whatever.

UGH. I was trying so hard to refrain from this, but I just can't help myself. It's 5:30am, and I'm just laying here tossing and turning. I feel so sick about everything. I HATE feeling this way. I just want to wake up and find everything is different, back to normal. I am trying so hard to be positive and think of all the other things I am doing in my life, but my thoughts just keep on drifting back here. It's so frustrating.

I am just so sad. What a lonely place to be.